Thursday , 30th September 2010 , 3:30pm
Watch my face as I pretend to feel no pain ,
I need to drink.i need to drink.im in a need to drink.im a drink needy right now.
so give me something to get drunk with.i want drunk me.
vodka with something.just something to spice it up.something drunk enough.
im not a drinker, infact i hardly drink but this time I NEED IT SOOOOO BAAAD.
you dont know what it's like ok.
and i need to smoke.maybe not.but maybe yes, see how.SMOKE/DRINK either way ok.
tonight is my night.i must be thankful to daniel.thanks for being there <':
so tonight is drink/smoke night with Danandcrew.
i am so numb.havent sleep the whole night till now, how to sia.and one more thing,
exactly.how long must i wait.im waiting the wait that i've been waiting for this wait again.aiyo.
faster la grow, is there some hair lotion that can make it grow faster.pffft.
Oh ya, i make a video with Shaa i wanted to upload it here but it took agessssssss i tell you.
so will upload it from Shaa's laptop tomorrow or when she can la.dam she's in school.
today, im moodless/sick/sleepy/fcukedup/feelingless :C
ok bye.so unexpected.